diary of a girl who fell in love with a girl

 

8-01-2012- your lasagna and my pizza is happy together.

i got home so tired. i slept without changing my clothes. and when i woke up, you were there, hugging me. best feeling ever.

 

8-02-2012 your telephone call

i tend to think negative things about us being together because i don’t want to fall in love with you. but everytime i hear your voice in my celfone, i get so excited to see you. and now, this telephone call, made me want us more. i trusted you with my little secrets coz i can’t think of any person who deserves those secrets. haha 😀

I love her.

11122012

I didnt go home earlier after my shift (at work). I went to her house because I just wanna sleep…rest from worrying and thinking about how to discipline my siblings at home. I hope it is not being selfish but just wanting to rest for awhile. With her, I forget everything. Withher, I feel comfort. How can that be so wrong? (1.24.2013)

The Beach

Donkey Punch

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End

me: 🙂

Jan 28 2013

I got mad at her because I feel jealous if she’s too close to her female friends. She got mad at me coz I got mad at her. Haha!
I went to her house and we end up *cuddle2x* !

02122013

I got pissed off because of my work. I went out right away after my shift and when I got home, she handed me roses, a slice of cake and we drank wine. For the first time in my life, I feel like I’m a princess ;) She hugged me like I am the best thing she had.

2142013

i am more settled now. of missing you even if we’ve just seen each other a few seconds. of wanting to hug you more even when i’ve just held you. of leaving you kisses even when when we’ve had hundreds. of loving you even more than what i am capable of.

you make every second that passes by worthwhile. tomorrows do not seem so dreary anymore because you make me look forward to being loved more. you make me secure in such sense that i do not need to worry about who i was or what i’ve done in my past. you make me a whole person because you’ve accepted my imperfections and made them seem so irrelevant. you’re more than who i asked for.

simply because…

you lead me back to a place where my heart is secure knowing that you’re the person i can love endlessly. and vice versa…

 

02-15-2013

 

 

We watched The Walking Dead and The Bad Teacher (starring Cameron Diaz)–a very funny movie. We did grocery shopping and we ate burgers. That night, when I fell asleep after shopping, she cooked pasta for me and her cousin. We watched movie again, sleep, cuddle2x, sleep, cuddle2x (repeat until fade, haha!) My kind of staycation is at her house ;)

02/18/2013

I had issues with my family and I told her about my problems and we ended up fighting. That night, I wont forget how much I cried. I miss her sooo much. I don’t wanna loose her.

But now, we’re ok ;) Thanks to her small twin bed *wink*

3/4/2013

I get so jealous if she’s too close to her new set of girl officemates. And she as well, is so jealous whenever I get to mention my ex name if we have conversations. We always end up having this little fight. It’s just tiring sometimes… ;(

3/62013

 

she crossed in my mind.

I was thinking of her.

Now I am doing something.

Thinking about her.

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I got nothing to do…

she crossed in my mind.

I was thinking of her.

Now I am doing something.

Thinking about her.

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she crossed in my mind.

Now I am doing something.

Thinking of her.

26/03/2013 06:45

 

 

 

because Im tired of this same-old-routine

because I wanna meet new friends

because I want a higher salary

because I wanna work with her.

I can be sweet and passionate… but not in public.  And I think I offended her when she tried to hug me outside McDonald’s. I took her hands off my shoulder.

But I dont want to apologize :-\

March 28 2013

 

Im jealous.

I don’t want her to be so close to you.

I don’t wanna share you.

I don’t wanna see you admire someone else but me.

I don’t wanna see you happy with somebody else.

I want to be the only one that would cause you laughter, tears and joy.

I want you to just want me and no one else.

Because I am jealous.

 

4-28-2013

Today, I wish on my eyelash strand that fell on my face 🙂

You will be rgularized in CVG and I will pass the interview, then we will be workmates.

I wish 🙂

 

05-19-2013

1:11 am

I’ll be logging out at 6.30am.

The waiting time is torture.

I wanna see her.

05-11-2013

 

 

 

“I just…I just miss her. And I hate being so alone.”

 

6-3-2013 (5th day, since she left for Manila)

 

 

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